Ruquayyah ♡𝜗ৎ

(Spoken intro) 

 “The best way to cap a night out for suicide is to be welcomed home with open arms and to be washed with their bare hands of your dirty sins, and for those sins to never be spoken of again” 

Black as coal, that soul, girl

Tender as beaten, those eyes

Don’t look beyond the gawks of men

Lest you’ll find your eyeline midst your thighs

Belle, you’re too bled to be so clueless

Feelingless and glum

‘Cause with the sun,

went her sun.

Bygone to a stock art summer

Bid a welcome to 

monochromatic moods

And freezer burnt lungfuls

‘Til June.

I’m a mean ass bitch

I’m a cold ass bitch

I’m a bitch 

I’m a bitch

I’m a cold bitch

I’m a scribble bitch

I’m a black bitch

I’m a black cloud

I’m a black mess

I’m a tragic mess 

I’m a black mess

I’m a tragic mess

Corpses don’t get candy

Cold fish aren’t thrown any lines

Hopped on the light rail with a $5 bill, (ay)

Mum are the light wails made with glares

You’ll be alright

There will be a night state

Suck it all up, (ay)

Let them call you what they call me

I’m a happy glum girl

I’m a happy glum girl 

She’s a happy glum girl

We’re the happy glum girls

I’m a happy glum girl (2x repeat)

She’s a happy glum girl

Aye Aye Aye

I’m a happy glum girl (repeat)

Bound to a lifeless form

Is a moth-eaten core

I’m a happy glum girl (repeat)

Aye Aye Aye